My Pain

I’ve lately been struggling, This Unbelievable Strong Written Poemsong that is sung in the style of Christian/Rock is for Motivating People like me Inspired by Citizen Soldier Look, You might or might not feel the same, but I basically wrote this as a Prevention poem as a Reminder Your not Alone. I hope This Helps :)

I’ve been struggling doubling my pain tolerance splitting into two different directions I might be infectious leaving it to God and...

letting the Devil madness run through my shame everyday feels like rage unlike rain pouring it’s more like I’m blaming why God gave me this existence in the first place? if I was born to have pain every time I awake

resistance is what I pray for but I feel like I’m prey for someone else’s pain giving them words of Wisdom until...

I’m limping like a zombie acting like a dummy fading out like a literal ancient mummy, but I just don’t get it *God***

Tell it to me

even if I’m giving it the most my best won’t ever live up to your vote I won’t ever be able to aboard your boat and get on that ark, I feel like a bad joke even worse off than your disciple named *Job***

I thought when I was born I would turn into a Goat but the only thing I’m destined to ever show is

no hope

I’m about to choke on my many words I write for Your cause but I’m up to my chops about to be lost if I stop and start complaining I’m worried that it would be even worse for me to quit on trying, then I guess I’ll keep on going so I’m not another chapter in Lucifers mess,

the devil might be controlling my mind but I believe in you Jesus Christ Will turn my life into a resurgence

rather than living a life on a

false justice.